I've been sitting at my laptop screen for a few minutes now. I've been sitting here with heartburn and wondering how I've got that from eating Cottage Pie for lunch - Random!
Sometimes there's a post you want to write, but don't feel you need to, but you do and this is one of them. I've been getting myself organised this week; I've been writing down posts and vlogs for me to write and record over the course of the week - even next! And I'll do them, because I'm looking forward to feeling the 'Friday feeling' once I've completed my to-do list ready for the weekend to start.. I'm SO looking forward to it and I'm not sure why. I think it's because I so desperately need, what I feel is a break.
I honestly don't know what's wrong with me at the moment but I feel utterly exhausted all the time and simple tasks seem like way too much hard work. Washing up? Ugh. Walking up the stairs to fetch a pair of socks? Nah thanks, but I'll happily go up to bed. I've been feeling snappy and easily irritated; a general 'got out the wrong side of the bed' this week; resulting in picking at naughty foods. (that doesn't help either!)
I think I've just been feeling ill and the demands of young children doesn't help when you feel like there isn't enough sleep in the world that could revive you. It's been a bit of a sluggish week as we're hitting another phase of 'do everything we know we're not supposed to do' at the moment which is frustrating (probably more so because I'm not physically in the mood), but yes, attitude and pushing boundaries have returned.. I'm hoping with the weekend we'll be fairly busy so we can forget and move on from that.
As with saying that, with his attitude it has become a bit linked with tiredness as Freddie's popped to bed for afternoon naps this week also, maybe he's not in the best minds either? And together it's fireworks haha!
We've got our outside chairs and tables arriving this afternoon and hopefully a swap around in the bedroom tomorrow - I think this will change mind sets all around :) I'm feeling better just by thinking about it! I hate that feeling rubbish feeling, it makes me grumpy and annoyed that I'm missing the good stuff, so I'm looking forward to having the weekend with my lads, feeling all me again!